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Fate is an elegant, cold-hearted whore
She loves salting my wounds
Yes, she enjoys nothing more.







/ (06) march april may fanmail.


Thursday, January 05, 2006

life is so screwed
i hate it.

i dont know what am i feeling inside
i still do everything im spposed to do.
really.
im sad, but i cant cry.
im tired, but i cant fall aslp.
i dont know what my life is for.

i dont know what im living for. studies. and what else. nth. i go to sch, study, come home and thats it. i know what im doing, yet the reason. simply because im spposed to do so.

so losing direction
im losing meaning in life
_

im so tired of all these shits
sick of all these tears
but why am i still holding on
when im so hurt & disappointed alr
why..
i dont understand myself a single bit.

i rlly dont......


only almost here,
4:47 AM.